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Thank You


I won't lie. These past two weeks have not been easy. Burying a parent is something each of us imagines we'll do, but I think we all have this vision in our heads that it'll happen when we're in our 60's or 70's.

Over the last few weeks I have cried more than I remember crying in my entire childhood. And I've smiled some. I've been hugged a lot. A few days I've spent in a complete daze staring at walls. And inevitably a few times I've picked up my cell phone to tell my mother about my day only to realize, mid-dial that she won't answer the phone.

BUT. I am ok. It's just going to take some time for me to wrap my head around life without my mother (who I sometimes called "Mama Foodie" because her cooking inspired me so much!).

The funeral was last week. It was very lovely. I was so touched by all the flowers, cards, emails, voicemails and comments I received with messages of condolence and comfort. After the funeral we buried her in a beautiful cemetery on a spot on a little hill that overlooks the city.

Tomorrow I return to my day job (no, believe it or not, Bariatric Foodie is NOT my day job!). Next week I'll resume blog activities. I have a few recipes to share and, as always, stories. I'm set to move out of my house of 12 years in the next few weeks so inevitably you all are in for some five ingredient or less, quickie meal posts as I don't plan to fully grocery shop until I am in my new house (location as yet to be determined).

So...THANK YOU. Thank you for your words, your prayers, your positive thoughts, your messages and your willingness to hang in there as I work through a difficult period in my life. I am still on this WLS journey though and will have some details about a summer initiative that I think my "Bariatric Foodie Pledgers" especially will like.

Oh...I also found the above photo of my mother last week as I was searching for one for her funeral program. The one in the last post was after her health had declined. The above was taken six years ago when she was in better health. "Mama Foodie" will take her permanent place in the right menu bar next week.

So check back next week! I have some yummy stuff planned that I hope you'll enjoy.

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Best wishes and prayers are sent your way for your loss. Heaven has another angel now. Be blessed!!
Sara

Kristi said...

Nikki...I am so sorry about your mom. I can't imagine what you are feeling! You are showing so much grace. I am praying for you and your family! Much Love!

Kristi (Kenochs84-OH)

Melissa said...

You and your beautiful girls have been in my thoughts. Glad to hear that you are ok. Sending you much love!

Mommy2Jude said...

I have tears in my eyes reading this. I cannot even begin to imagine what you are dealing with right now. You hit the nail on the head about most of us don't envison burying our parents.

Thank you for sharing Mama Foodie's pic, and you come back to us when you're ready. Thanks again for all you do girl.

Mandy said...

I type with tears in my eyes. I can't even think about when the time comes to bury my Mama. She is my rock !! Know that you are in my prayers !

Amy said...

know that we're all thinking of you and sending you kind thoughts. XO XO

Anonymous said...

Stay strong Nik. Your family is in my prayers. Glad to have ypu back!

Holly from 300 Pounds Down said...

I am so sorry to read this. I really and truly am. I lost my mother last year and it was the most devastating loss I've ever had to deal with. I am still dealing with it to be truthful. When you said that about the phone it was as if you were describing my life. I used to call her number repeatedly wishing she would answer. It has been very painful but I am reading how strong you are and how resilient you are and it inspires me to keep positive. I am praying for you

487f9e3c-8c8e-11e1-ac22-000bcdcb471e said...

Nikki,
I'm so sorry to hear about your Mom. I lost my Mom last May and it still hurts. My mother ultimately died from obesity related illnesses; she had a poor quality of life - as long as I can remember she was suffering from the effects of obesity. I'm grateful she saw me conquer obesity when I had my surgery a few years ago and I went on to give her 2 beautiful grandchildren. When she started to decline over the past 2 years and I visited her in the hospital I'd see so many overweight patients and it resonated with me how having the bypass surgery saved my life and gave me a better quality of life.
Nikki, time will heal you and you can honor your mother by living your own best life. You are in my prayers.

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